Finally

Tonight is finally the start of NaNoWrimo. I'm excited and have been for about the past month for this day to come, but for some reason I was just overwhelmed with an intense feeling of worthlessness and depression. I dunno, maybe it has something to do with the fact that my boyfriend is working with someone on a project who is good friends with a certain someone... but I'm not going to say anything to him. I'm just frustrated. Frustrated at life in general I guess.