Ah, Life

Life is beautiful. I want to grow up, see the world, live my life, and be happy. I want to act without thinking. I want to sing my heart out. I want to live in a tiny apartment with tacky wallpaper and freezing water. I want to wander the streets, meet new people, and see new places. I want to forget the parts of my past that I know I should. I want to stop imagining a perfect future for myself. I want to be realistic. I want to make my own choices, even if they are ridiculous ones. I want to run and laugh and breathe like it's my last day. I want to read and write until I am sick of it. I want to yell and cry and smile. I don't want to find happiness, I want IT to find me.