Crazy Ride

Though I seem to be feeling better at some moments, others I just feel as if I wish life was done with me. Sometimes I smile at the sunlight on my face and other times I scowl and hide from it. Life has taken me on a strange and wild ride that I am ready to get off of now. I want to be one of the people standing on the ground, eating cotton candy, and staring up at the people in disbelief as they are thrown up and down on a ride they cannot control. I want to have something solid beneath my feet that I can depend on.