Do I?

Do I disappoint people? Am I a let down? Do people look up to me only to find that I'm not all they thought I was? I'm having a little trouble with myself lately. It's not like I'm trying to drive people away, but it seems like things keep happening that I can't control and I feel really bad. Work seems to always be scheduled for inconvenient times. I make plans and then can't keep them. I just don't want to lose sight of the people and things which are important to me.