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What are you supposed to feel when one of the only people you can't stand wants to talk to you? How are you supposed to react? They say to keep your friends close and your enemies closer, but what kind of logic is that? Am I really supposed to put on this paper thin mask again and pretend like I care? Pretend to be someone I'm not? Something I'm not? I don't know how I'm supposed to react. Should I act? Should I get close to her and watch her? Does that make me a bad person? How am I supposed to get along with someone I can't stand? I don't want to pretend anymore.