Unexplainable

For some reason, I've had a really bad day. I was around the one person I'd rather never see again all day, I came home exhausted and got in trouble for sleeping, I've got a lot of things on my mind that I don't want to think about, and I didn't get to say goodbye to any of my friends today whom I won't see for a week. I started crying for no reason a little bit ago. I want to go but I don't. I just want to curl up somewhere and sleep forever. I don't care about life anymore. I don't care about grades or school. I don't care about all the hurt I can't escape every day. I have lost all desire to care about anything. I'm really disappointed in myself.