I hate that I'm feeling suicidal again. I hate that I'm comparing everything to what I once had. I hate that I can't get the thoughts of one person out of my head. I hate that it's that person.
I don't know what's going on right now. I had a huge break down tonight, which was set off by something stupid, and I knew that, but I'm not quite sure why it had such a huge effect on me. Thankfully, only Erin really saw me break down. Thank goodness for Erin and Bryan to be there to tell me everything would be okay.
I'm stuck in the past tonight and it's getting really frustrating. I think I'm going to curl up and watch some more Ouran High School Host Club and fall asleep to that. I don't want to cry myself to sleep tonight.
Not tonight.
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